Transatlanticism
Louise.
 
wandering soul.
living and breathing since '92
 
this blog contains whatever floats her boat.
These are the things that makes me still want to wake up every morning.

These are the things that makes me still want to wake up every morning.

Sometimes it surprise me how people opens up to me. They bare their deepest secrets and it feels like I see through their soul. Even those I’m not really close with, they just start to tell me things that I thought I couldn’t handle. I don’t know how they could trust me or why they chose me to tell those things. Though at some point, I’m glad because I know that I could be a breather. And that somehow, I could ease their pain or something that eats them up inside. Maybe it’s really good to listen first before speaking or judging someone. Know their whole story, not just parts.

Wednesday, April 16, 2014

Can I just say that I’m loving Kodaline songs? It soothes my mind. :)

11 QUESTIONS BY Ella 

thaaaanks

  1. What is your favorite book?
    - Hey, this is so hard, hehe all the books that I’ve read is special in their own way.
  2. Name a fictional character that you want to kiss.
    -
    Will Cooper. :)
  3. What is your favorite clothing brand?
    -
    Cotton On & Forever 21
  4. What is the best way to win your heart?
    -
    by being true to yourself no matter what situation/circumstances.
  5. Share your most memorable experience during preschool/kindergarten.
    -
    I’ve had my first crush named JL. I’ve become friends with him. He and his mom used to visit us when we were young.
  6. Name a blogger you really admire.
    -
    You, Ate Nina
  7. Describe your dream vacation.
    -
    Surprise me. Lol. I don’t really have a ‘dream vacation’ because I think every trip has always something good in it. :)
  8. What is your favorite TV show?
    -
    I don’t have one, I have too many. And those are: Gossip Girl, White Collar, Awkward, Beauty and the Beast, Reign, Work of Art, Game of Thrones, Jane by Design, Anything that is on ETC, Star world, TLC..
  9. What are your pet peeves?
    -
    my block mates who act like they are still in hs, people who get my ideas and refer it as theirs, Parents who gets angry with their tired children in the mall.
  10. What makes you a unique individual?
    -
    I don’t think that I’m unique. I guess, I’m pretty much like everyone else and I just focus on the things that I really like.
  11. Why do people walk away? (in relationships)
    -
    because they just fall in love with the good stuff and walk away when things get hard. People tend to forget that there are 2 sides in every person.
Tuesday, April 15, 2014
Saturday, April 12, 2014
"you had such a thirst for knowledge; and now school has ruined that."
something that someone said to me recently and I think about it a lot. (via magnussne)
Thursday, April 10, 2014
Uh oh, QUEEN MARY IS  MAD!!

Uh oh, QUEEN MARY IS  MAD!!

Anonymous:
why should i carry on living?

writingsforwinter:

Birthdays. Setting fires. Holding hands. Making stew on cold nights. Mountain climbing. Sleep. First dates. Vacation. Spending the day in bed. Buying wedding rings. Exploring a forest. Playing peekaboo with a baby. Watching someone smile genuinely. Camping. Stargazing. Counting rings on a tree. Realizing that someone loves you. Returning that love. Getting drunk for the first time. Smell of old books. Looking through black & white photos. Learning your ancestors’ names. Laughter. Hot chocolate. The feeling of getting back up after falling down. First day of college. Last day of college. Acing a job interview. Screwing one up and realizing it’s not the end of the world. Collecting shells. Sunbathing. Listening to someone’s heartbeat. Sound of waves crashing against shore. Rain hitting a tin roof. Heartbreak that turns into heart-healing. Your own house. Decorating that house. Coming home to someone you love. Hearing the sound of their footsteps on the stairs. Honesty of fall leaves. Their colors. Fresh snowfall. Singing favorite songs off-key. Seeing love come into someone’s eyes. Watching your parents look at each other like the very first time. Sunrise. Sunset. The way fire burns into ash. Smell of a campire. Waking up with light spilling over the sheets. Breakfast in bed. Living long enough to watch wounds heal over. Change. Wilderness. Forgiveness. Change some more. More change. Spring. Flowers blooming, opening up like you can. Good memories. Learning how to forget bad ones. Warm feet in a cold bed. Sleeping with the only person you care about. Waking up to their mouth and arms. Smiles that reach all the way to the eyes. Letting go of balloons like dead weight. Floating in water on your back. Skydiving. Risk. Adventure. First C on a test. First A. Favorite teacher. First poem. Last poem. Holidays with family. Roadtrips. Changing the sheets. Your father’s gnarled hands when he grows old. Grandchildren. Children of your own. Their first day of college. Their graduation. Their wedding. Anniversaries. Making daisy chains. Smell of freshly-cut grass. Pride. Feeling good about yourself. Loving what’s in the mirror. Not being afraid anymore. No more heaviness. No more grief. Survival. Picking berries til your fingers are stained dark. Frost on windows. Holding someone without sex. Sex with love. The joy of swearing. Counting the years you’ve lived. Another candle on the birthday cake. Another mark of victory. That bellyache laugh that hurts all over. But hurts so good. Breath freezing in winter. Feeling that breath on your skin. Someone’s eyelashes blinking into your palm. Accomplishment. Self-worth. Love. Triumph. Sitting under willow trees without weeping. Apologies that get accepted. Understanding that comes from forgiveness. First fight. First makeup afterward. Less hurt. More good.

Everything.

So I’ve finished Jane by Design this morning and was so disappointed that it only has 1 season. It was sort of Carrie Diaries/The Devil Wears Prada. My otp also didn’t happen. I don’t know but I really like the friendship of Jane and Billy and how I wish I could have something like that. Billy were always there for Jane even if it was running errands, supporting her through this fashion internship, calms her nerves whenever she gets frustrated, telling him her problems and what makes her happy, sad. He knows her maybe more than her own mother. I love how he do things for her even if it complicates some things in his life. I want a season 2 of this. I don’t want Billy to be just the “complicated bestfriend”, I know that he’s more than that and Jane just tried to hide it. And so was Billy, but then he’s with Zoe. Ughhh. Why do I even watch tv shows?

So I’ve finished Jane by Design this morning and was so disappointed that it only has 1 season. It was sort of Carrie Diaries/The Devil Wears Prada. My otp also didn’t happen. I don’t know but I really like the friendship of Jane and Billy and how I wish I could have something like that. Billy were always there for Jane even if it was running errands, supporting her through this fashion internship, calms her nerves whenever she gets frustrated, telling him her problems and what makes her happy, sad. He knows her maybe more than her own mother. I love how he do things for her even if it complicates some things in his life. I want a season 2 of this. I don’t want Billy to be just the “complicated bestfriend”, I know that he’s more than that and Jane just tried to hide it. And so was Billy, but then he’s with Zoe. Ughhh. Why do I even watch tv shows?

Monday, April 7, 2014
"Travel. As much as you can. As far as you can. As long as you can. Life’s not meant to be lived in one place."
Unknown (via psych-facts)
My favorite Mabastian/Mash scenes from Reign and the many reasons why I shipped them so hard:
Bash challenges Mary in crucial but in a good way. He makes her stronger in every problem that she has.
They save each other. They won’t allow anyone to hurt them.
They care for the people around them. I think they could be also a good parents like in the scene where Mary wants to take out Bash and Francis’ younger siblings.
They risk their lives by being there for each other.
He saved her dog, Sterling.
He respects her. ‘nuff said.
Whenever he holds her, he is very firm but there’s this gentleness in his hold. It just shows that he loves her dearly.
They are so honest with each other even if they know that their statements could hurt. They build their relationship through trust.
Whenever he/she kisses each other, there’s this passion and at the same time, happiness that they feel. I also see that in their eyes. 
The way that Bash proposed to Mary is one of the sweetest scene in Reign.
The way Bash called Mary as his “wife.” Sweetness level: 100%
Bash was the person that Mary runs to whenever she needs an ally.
I also like the way they get jealous. They may tried to hide it but their words and facial expression shows.
But seriously Mary, what happened to the “I open my heart thingy”? And your proposal to Bash? Then you just leave him for Francis? WTH MARY?!
I just want them to be an end game even if there will be a lot of Frary/Benna scenes and even if it will broke my heart again and again.
I also wish that the ending will be different because Mary’s end in real life was not good.

My favorite Mabastian/Mash scenes from Reign and the many reasons why I shipped them so hard:

  • Bash challenges Mary in crucial but in a good way. He makes her stronger in every problem that she has.
  • They save each other. They won’t allow anyone to hurt them.
  • They care for the people around them. I think they could be also a good parents like in the scene where Mary wants to take out Bash and Francis’ younger siblings.
  • They risk their lives by being there for each other.
  • He saved her dog, Sterling.
  • He respects her. ‘nuff said.
  • Whenever he holds her, he is very firm but there’s this gentleness in his hold. It just shows that he loves her dearly.
  • They are so honest with each other even if they know that their statements could hurt. They build their relationship through trust.
  • Whenever he/she kisses each other, there’s this passion and at the same time, happiness that they feel. I also see that in their eyes. 
  • The way that Bash proposed to Mary is one of the sweetest scene in Reign.
  • The way Bash called Mary as his “wife.” Sweetness level: 100%
  • Bash was the person that Mary runs to whenever she needs an ally.
  • I also like the way they get jealous. They may tried to hide it but their words and facial expression shows.
  • But seriously Mary, what happened to the “I open my heart thingy”? And your proposal to Bash? Then you just leave him for Francis? WTH MARY?!
  • I just want them to be an end game even if there will be a lot of Frary/Benna scenes and even if it will broke my heart again and again.
  • I also wish that the ending will be different because Mary’s end in real life was not good.
 
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